Hunted Gazelles
during passing period
I walk with a target on my back
but don’t worry, my notebook tells me how fast to run
if an AR-15 is in proximity
which restrooms are closed;
which teachers will let me in when the alarms
start ringing
in math class
we are taught to find the probability a gunman will
enter campus
if the angle of our desks will protect us from bullet holes
that reach inside locked doors
these lectures become crucial
you learn how to factor chances of survival
are we only statistics?
numbers to be remembered in textbooks
moments in history
when condolences were not enough
another school shooting on channel 6
the dollar and fifteen made for every child who sends the text
it is not a drill
the bullet holes in my shoulder will not heal from your prayers
it cannot be bandaged by empty promises held in the cartridges
emptied in classrooms
don’t build a church on education
the second amendment will crumble the holy ground
All I Know